Season 1

Nov. 29, 2022

Episode 101 - “You are not crazy, you’re an addict” ft. Calvin S.

Today on Hell Has an Exit Bryan Invites a very special guest by the name of Calvin S. Calvin was born in South Carolina and adopted at the age of 2 after his mother was murdered by a serial killer. He lived his life with this...

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Nov. 22, 2022

EP 100

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Nov. 15, 2022

Episode 99: “My life is so good today; I can buy cheese fries” ft. Darryl M.

Today on Hell Has an Exit Bryan Invites special Guest Darryl M. Darryl was born in a tough neighborhood on the northside of Philly, his family was no stranger to the disease of addiction, drug dealing, and street life. Both h...

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Nov. 8, 2022

Ep 98: “An Innocent Man on Death Row, AGAIN” ft. Anthony Apanovitch

Today on Hell Has an Exit, we have decided to re-release “An Innocent Man on Death Row, Again” ft. Anthony Apanovitch in an attempt to raise as much awareness as possible to Anthony’s case. Every single day that goes by is an...

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Nov. 1, 2022

The Addicts Diary Part 2 feat. Kevin Alter

Welcome back to Episode 97 of Hell Has an Exit. On this Episode Bryan invites close friend, Kevin Alter on the show for the second time. Many of you might have already heard of Kevin from his viral FB page “The Addicts Diary”...

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Oct. 25, 2022

Ep 96: “An Innocent Man on Death Row, AGAIN” ft. Anthony Apanovitch

Today on Hell Has an Exit we have a very special and important episode featuring the wrongful conviction of Tony Apanovitch. Host Bryan Alzate gets exclusive access to interview Anthony inside the Chillicothe Correctional Ins...

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Oct. 18, 2022

Ep 95: “Jiu-Jitsu Saved My Life” ft. Richard Bresler

Today on Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites a very special guest and author of “Worth Defending,” Richard Bresler. Richard is known to be one of the first Americans to earn a black belt in Brazilian jiu-jitsu. On this episode, Ri...

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Oct. 11, 2022

Ep 94: “I’m Not Broken” ft. Jesse Leon

Today on Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites a very special guest and author of “I’m not Broken” Jesse Leon. On this episode Jesse shares the heartbreaking story of a latino boy who discovers drug addiction at only 11 years old. I...

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Oct. 4, 2022

Ep 93: “Body Bags or Handcuffs” ft. Monique

Welcome Back to Hell Has an Exit! Today on Episode 93, we kick back our guest driven interviews with special guest Monique. On today’s Episode Monique joins us to share her story of overcoming, redemption, & recovery against ...

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Sept. 27, 2022

Speaker Tape Series EP 8 ft. Jimmy Jam

Welcome back to the Hell Has an Exit Speaker Tape Series. Today’s Final speaker tape episode features NA Speaker Jimmy Jam who also happens to be Bryan’s sponsor. Jimmy shares about the gift that is recovery and how the progr...

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Sept. 20, 2022

Speaker Tape Series EP 7 ft. Jimmy T.

Welcome back to the Hell Has an Exit Speaker Tape Series. Today’s episode features NA Speaker Jimmy T. On this Episode Jimmy delivers a hopeful, direct and clear message of recovery through the program. Jimmy shares on the tr...

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Sept. 13, 2022

SPEAKER TAPE SERIES EP 6 ft. Jose P.

come back to the Hell Has an Exit Speaker Tape Series. Today’s episode features NA Speaker Jose P. Jose shares the spiritual and emotional journey through what he’s been through and what he’s currently going through. In the P...

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Sept. 6, 2022

Speaker Tape Series EP 5 ft. Ousmane D.

Welcome back to the Hell Has an Exit Speaker Tape Series. Today’s episode features NA Speaker Ousmane D. Ousmane begins his story from the day he remembers his childhood innocence being stripped from him. His mother sat him d...

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Aug. 30, 2022

Speaker Tape Series EP 4 ft. Scott R.

Welcome back to the Hell Has an Exit Speaker Tape Series. Today we bring you episode 4 of the speaker tape series featuring AA Speaker Scott R. Scott grew up in an extremely toxic household with a long history of mental and p...

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Aug. 23, 2022

Speaker Tape Series EP 3 ft. Khalis M.

Welcome back to the Hell Has an Exit Speaker Tape Series. Today we bring you episode 3 of the speaker tape series featuring the one and only, Khalis. Khalis spent 40 years of his life enslaved to the grips of his addiction. B...

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Aug. 9, 2022

Speaker Tape Series EP 1 ft. Sean E.

Welcome to the Hell Has an Exit Speaker Tape Series! Today we kick off with episode 1 featuring speaker Sean E. Sean gets honest and shares some of his deepest darkest truths with his audience. In this share, Sean opens up ab...

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Aug. 2, 2022

Ep 92 - "Hit With a Grateful Stick" ft. Evan L.

Welcome Back to Episode 92 of the Hell Has an Exit Podcast. On this Episode Bryan Brings us longtime Friend, Evan to share his story. From the time Evan was 14 or 15 years old he started abusing drugs and alcohol. He spent hi...

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July 26, 2022

Episode 91: “Worth Stopping” ft. Kiko P.

Welcome Back to the Hell Has an Exit Podcast. Today Bryan Introduces his longtime friend Kiko who he met in the rooms over a decade ago. On today’s episode Kiko shares his deeply personal story of childhood trauma, homelessne...

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July 19, 2022

[Legacy Episode] Ep 50 - The Wolf of Wall Street ft. Jordan Belfort

This week on a very special Hell Has An Exit, the show welcomes the Wolf of Wall Street himself, creator of the legendary “Straight Line” sales method, author, lecturer, infamous wall street tycoon, Mr. Jordan Belfort. Jordan...

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July 12, 2022

Hell Has an Exit Episode 90: "A Bronx Tale" ft. Lillo Brancato (Part 2 of 2)

Welcome back to Hell Has an Exit featuring LILLO BRANCATO! For part 2 of the two-part series. In Part 1, Lillo and Bryan discussed what it was like for Lillo becoming an overnight sensation. It wasn’t long before accompanying...

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July 5, 2022

Ep 89: "A Bronx Tale" ft. Lillo Brancato (Part 1 of 2)

Welcome to Hell Has an Exit Episode 89 featuring LILLO BRANCATO! Lillo joins Bryan Today to share the story of his highest highs and his lowest lows. Lillo goes from being casted to play the lead role in the move “A Bronx Tal...

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June 28, 2022

Ep 88: “Biggest Enabler, Biggest Angel” ft. Yuta V. (Part 2 of 2)

Welcome back to episode 88, part 2 of 2 of Yuta’s Story! When we left off last episode Yuta was facing up to 4 years in prison. While serving time, Yuta was able to get clean. Upon getting out he figured his problem was alway...

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June 21, 2022

Ep 87: "Biggest Enabler, Biggest Angel" ft. Yuta

On today’s Episode Bryan invites good friend Yuta V. To share his story. Yuta was born in Buffalo New York to Japanese immigrant parents who met in the US while his father was doing his residency. In a sudden turn of events, ...

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June 14, 2022

Episode 86 “A Little Bit of Human Contact” ft. Abraham D.

On today’s Episode Bryan invites longtime friend Abraham D. to share his story. The two met in the rooms when Bryan was a newcomer and Abraham had about a year clean. Abraham spent most of his formative years in Peru & Colomb...

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June 7, 2022

Ep 85 - "A Recovering Friendship" ft. Brooke Z. & Bryan A.

On Todays Episode Bryan Invites one of his best friends from child hood: Brooke Z. Bryan & Brooke met in middle school and she quickly became a special person in Bryan’s life as he always felt like he could be himself around ...

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May 31, 2022

Episode 84: “An Unaltered State of Mind” ft Mili (Part 2 of 2)

Welcome Back to Part 2 of 2 of Mili’s story on Hell Has an Exit. On this episode Mili shares the details of how her addiction continued to manifest, the state of her mental health, and the role that the childhood trauma she e...

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May 24, 2022

Ep 83: “An Unaltered State of Mind” ft. Mili

On todays Episode Bryan invites a very special guest by the name of Mili. Mili was born to family that struggled to meet the emotional needs of a child. Her brother was a diagnosed sociopath and her mother struggled with seve...

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May 17, 2022

Ep 82: “At The Edge & Cut From The Herd” ft. Sean E.

On today’s episode Bryan Invites friend Sean E. to share his story of addiction, relapse & recovery. From as early as he can remember, Sean tells us about his compulsive and addictive behaviors. Sean consistently found himsel...

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May 10, 2022

Ep 81: “Drug of No Choice” ft Kristen C.

This week Bryan sits down with Kristen C. as she shares her story of addiction and her journey through recovery. Born and raised right on the border of Massachusetts and Rhode Island, Kristen remembers having a typical upbrin...

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May 3, 2022

Episode 80: “Bryan A. Speaks at Seattle Convention”

This week on Hell Has An Exit Bryan stands in front of a crowd at a Seattle convention to share his story as a youth speaker. He discusses: His journey becoming an addict and the road to recovery at 17, crack, meetings & memb...

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April 26, 2022

Ep 79: "Florida Boy" ft. Church

This Week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites longtime friend, and predecessor, Church. It all started in good fun for Church. There were drugs, girls, & rock shows. “It’s what we did to have fun”. Little by little the drugs be...

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April 19, 2022

Ep 78: GRATEFUL Ray Ft. Ray R.

Today on Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites Ray, a recovering addict & founder of GRATEFUL. Apparel. Born and raised in the streets of Jackson Heights in Queens New York, all Ray ever knew were the streets. His mother left when h...

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April 12, 2022

Ep 77: “The Battlefield Between My Ears” ft Brad M.

Ep 77: “The Battlefield Between My Ears” ft Brad M. This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan Welcomes a very special guest by the name of Brad M. A Vietnam Veteran, & a veteran in the rooms with almost 37 years clean!! As a child ...

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April 5, 2022

Ep 76: Ryan C. & The Dark Web Fetty

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan returns to South Florida to interview his friend Ryan C. Ryan dives right into his early childhood and shares the deep affect that bullying had on him which drove him to having suicidal tho...

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March 29, 2022

Ep 75: “Spun in LA” ft Joe E.

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan continues the impromptu “LA series” with special Guest Joe E. from Hollywood California. Joe was born into a “Classically dysfunctional Family” - There was drugs, drinking, domestic violenc...

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March 22, 2022

Ep 74: “10 Bank Robberies in 30 days” ft Anthony

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan had the opportunity to link up with Anthony, a 3rd generation Mexican American “Chicano” who grew up in LA back in the 70s and 80’s. Growing up on government assistance in some of the worst...

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March 15, 2022

Ep 73: “That’s Ready Rock” ft Karyl K.

On today’s Episode of Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites very special guest Karyl who celebrates 22 years clean today. Born and Raised in Jamaica, Carole was 1 of 10 children, by 7 years old both of her parents had passed away. I...

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March 8, 2022

Ep 72: “Then The Needle Thing Happened” ft .Roy B (Part 2 of 2)

Welcome back to Part 2 of Roy B’s Story! Picking up where we left off, where up until this point - Roy had been dealing and using drugs here and there “for fun”. When Roy’s stepfather passed away suddenly, his relationship wi...

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March 1, 2022

Ep 71: “Then The Needle Thing Happened” Part 1 of 2 ft. Roy B

On Today’s Episode we have Roy B. Roy starts off by sharing the pains of his childhood and the trauma that was part of their “normal” every day life. Growing up there were some ups, but mostly downs. Roy eventually formed a s...

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Feb. 22, 2022

Ep 70: “Put That UP” Ft. Gary P.

On Todays Episode Bryan invites friend Gary P. Born in New Jersey, and grew up in a middle class neighborhood. Early on, Gary’s behavior could be chalked up to “regular” teenage boy stuff - skating, drinking alcohol, smoking ...

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Feb. 15, 2022

Ep 69: Born in East LA ft. Randy Q.

On Today’s Episode Bryan Sits Down with Randy Q. Born and raised in the “The Dog Town” projects of East LA. Randy never really knew anything other than Drugs, Guns, & Gangs. While both of his parents were getting high off her...

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Feb. 8, 2022

Ep 68: “The Original Spoon Goon” ft. Taylor R.

On today’s Episode Bryan Sits Down with Taylor. AKA the original “spoon goon”. When Taylor was just 13 years old he began suffering from crippling headaches which he was prescribed opiates for. It wasn’t long before he found ...

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Feb. 1, 2022

[Legacy Episode] Ep 19 Re-release : Running from Krokodil: The World's Deadliest Drug. Feat. Crystal T.

In the mid-2000s, Flakka dominated headlines as a zombie drug that made its users attack and eat people. Just when you thought it couldn’t get worse, America was introduced to Krokodil (pronounced “croc-o-dill”), flesh-eating...

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Jan. 25, 2022

Ep 67: “Recovery Isn’t Brain Surgery” feat. Ryan D.

On todays Episode of Hell Has an Exit Bryan Invites friend Ryan D. The events that shaped Ryans’s early childhood led him to feelings that quickly manifested into suicidal thoughts by the age of 7. When Ryan discovered Xanax ...

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Jan. 18, 2022

Ep. 66 "Say Anything" Lead Singer Talks Mental Health feat. Max Bemis

On today’s episode of Hell Has an Exit Bryan sits down with Max Bemis - the lead singer and founder of SAY ANYTHING. He is known for being open about his struggle with bi-polar disorder and wishes to share his journey to insp...

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Jan. 11, 2022

Ep 65: Untying the Noose ft. Zule

On today’s episode of Hell Has an Exit, Bryan sits down with his friend and recovering addict Zule. Zule opens about the depths of his internal struggles. By the time he was 12, he was already wrapped up in a world that would...

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Jan. 4, 2022

Ep. 64: Wherever You Go, There You Are ft. Matt G.

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan Invites Matt G. Meeting in the rooms, the two go way back to the very early days of Bryan getting clean. On this episode Matt shares his story of how he ended up in such a dark place fueled...

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Dec. 28, 2021

Ep 63: Tommy and Los

On this week's episode of HELL HAS AN EXIT, Tune in for this insightful story of two best friends Los and Tommy who come from complete opposite worlds. Tommy came from a broken home, both his mother and father were on the str...

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Dec. 21, 2021

Ep 62: From Detroit with love, A rapper’s Story ft. Tommy Gunz

Today on Hell Has an Exit, Bryan Invites Rapper Tommy Gunz from Detroit. Tommy’s story shed’s light on the different ways addiction can take form. He went from weed to cocaine and ecstasy to speed and meth within mere weeks. ...

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Dec. 14, 2021

Ep 61: Hell’s Exit Has a Price ft. Merch

This week on Hell Has an Exit, Bryan finally brings us Jeremy AKA “Merch”. The Merch you might of heard about in many of Hell Has an Exit’s Previous Episodes. Merch was one of the only person’s Bryan considered a real friend ...

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