Episodes

May 17, 2022

Ep 82: “At The Edge & Cut From The Herd” ft. Sean E.

On today’s episode Bryan Invites friend Sean E. to share his story of addiction, relapse & recovery. From as early as he can remember, Sean tells us about his compulsive and addictive behaviors. Sean consistently found himsel...

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May 10, 2022

Ep 81: “Drug of No Choice” ft Kristen C.

This week Bryan sits down with Kristen C. as she shares her story of addiction and her journey through recovery. Born and raised right on the border of Massachusetts and Rhode Island, Kristen remembers having a typical upbrin...

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May 3, 2022

Episode 80: “Bryan A. Speaks at Seattle Convention”

This week on Hell Has An Exit Bryan stands in front of a crowd at a Seattle convention to share his story as a youth speaker. He discusses: His journey becoming an addict and the road to recovery at 17, crack, meetings & memb...

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April 26, 2022

Ep 79: "Florida Boy" ft. Church

This Week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites longtime friend, and predecessor, Church. It all started in good fun for Church. There were drugs, girls, & rock shows. “It’s what we did to have fun”. Little by little the drugs be...

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April 19, 2022

Ep 78: GRATEFUL Ray Ft. Ray R.

Today on Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites Ray, a recovering addict & founder of GRATEFUL. Apparel. Born and raised in the streets of Jackson Heights in Queens New York, all Ray ever knew were the streets. His mother left when h...

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April 12, 2022

Ep 77: “The Battlefield Between My Ears” ft Brad M.

Ep 77: “The Battlefield Between My Ears” ft Brad M. This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan Welcomes a very special guest by the name of Brad M. A Vietnam Veteran, & a veteran in the rooms with almost 37 years clean!! As a child ...

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April 5, 2022

Ep 76: Ryan C. & The Dark Web Fetty

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan returns to South Florida to interview his friend Ryan C. Ryan dives right into his early childhood and shares the deep affect that bullying had on him which drove him to having suicidal tho...

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March 29, 2022

Ep 75: “Spun in LA” ft Joe E.

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan continues the impromptu “LA series” with special Guest Joe E. from Hollywood California. Joe was born into a “Classically dysfunctional Family” - There was drugs, drinking, domestic violenc...

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March 22, 2022

Ep 74: “10 Bank Robberies in 30 days” ft Anthony

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan had the opportunity to link up with Anthony, a 3rd generation Mexican American “Chicano” who grew up in LA back in the 70s and 80’s. Growing up on government assistance in some of the worst...

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March 15, 2022

Ep 73: “That’s Ready Rock” ft Karyl K.

On today’s Episode of Hell Has an Exit Bryan invites very special guest Karyl who celebrates 22 years clean today. Born and Raised in Jamaica, Carole was 1 of 10 children, by 7 years old both of her parents had passed away. I...

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March 8, 2022

Ep 72: “Then The Needle Thing Happened” ft .Roy B (Part 2 of 2)

Welcome back to Part 2 of Roy B’s Story! Picking up where we left off, where up until this point - Roy had been dealing and using drugs here and there “for fun”. When Roy’s stepfather passed away suddenly, his relationship wi...

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March 1, 2022

Ep 71: “Then The Needle Thing Happened” Part 1 of 2 ft. Roy B

On Today’s Episode we have Roy B. Roy starts off by sharing the pains of his childhood and the trauma that was part of their “normal” every day life. Growing up there were some ups, but mostly downs. Roy eventually formed a s...

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Feb. 22, 2022

Ep 70: “Put That UP” Ft. Gary P.

On Todays Episode Bryan invites friend Gary P. Born in New Jersey, and grew up in a middle class neighborhood. Early on, Gary’s behavior could be chalked up to “regular” teenage boy stuff - skating, drinking alcohol, smoking ...

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Feb. 15, 2022

Ep 69: Born in East LA ft. Randy Q.

On Today’s Episode Bryan Sits Down with Randy Q. Born and raised in the “The Dog Town” projects of East LA. Randy never really knew anything other than Drugs, Guns, & Gangs. While both of his parents were getting high off her...

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Feb. 8, 2022

Ep 68: “The Original Spoon Goon” ft. Taylor R.

On today’s Episode Bryan Sits Down with Taylor. AKA the original “spoon goon”. When Taylor was just 13 years old he began suffering from crippling headaches which he was prescribed opiates for. It wasn’t long before he found ...

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Feb. 1, 2022

[Legacy Episode] Ep 19 Re-release : Running from Krokodil: The World's Deadliest Drug. Feat. Crystal T.

In the mid-2000s, Flakka dominated headlines as a zombie drug that made its users attack and eat people. Just when you thought it couldn’t get worse, America was introduced to Krokodil (pronounced “croc-o-dill”), flesh-eating...

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Jan. 25, 2022

Ep 67: “Recovery Isn’t Brain Surgery” feat. Ryan D.

On todays Episode of Hell Has an Exit Bryan Invites friend Ryan D. The events that shaped Ryans’s early childhood led him to feelings that quickly manifested into suicidal thoughts by the age of 7. When Ryan discovered Xanax ...

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Jan. 18, 2022

Ep. 66 "Say Anything" Lead Singer Talks Mental Health feat. Max Bemis

On today’s episode of Hell Has an Exit Bryan sits down with Max Bemis - the lead singer and founder of SAY ANYTHING. He is known for being open about his struggle with bi-polar disorder and wishes to share his journey to insp...

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Jan. 11, 2022

Ep 65: Untying the Noose ft. Zule

On today’s episode of Hell Has an Exit, Bryan sits down with his friend and recovering addict Zule. Zule opens about the depths of his internal struggles. By the time he was 12, he was already wrapped up in a world that would...

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Jan. 4, 2022

Ep. 64: Wherever You Go, There You Are ft. Matt G.

This week on Hell Has an Exit Bryan Invites Matt G. Meeting in the rooms, the two go way back to the very early days of Bryan getting clean. On this episode Matt shares his story of how he ended up in such a dark place fueled...

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Dec. 28, 2021

Ep 63: Tommy and Los

On this week's episode of HELL HAS AN EXIT, Tune in for this insightful story of two best friends Los and Tommy who come from complete opposite worlds. Tommy came from a broken home, both his mother and father were on the str...

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Dec. 21, 2021

Ep 62: From Detroit with love, A rapper’s Story ft. Tommy Gunz

Today on Hell Has an Exit, Bryan Invites Rapper Tommy Gunz from Detroit. Tommy’s story shed’s light on the different ways addiction can take form. He went from weed to cocaine and ecstasy to speed and meth within mere weeks. ...

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Dec. 14, 2021

Ep 61: Hell’s Exit Has a Price ft. Merch

This week on Hell Has an Exit, Bryan finally brings us Jeremy AKA “Merch”. The Merch you might of heard about in many of Hell Has an Exit’s Previous Episodes. Merch was one of the only person’s Bryan considered a real friend ...

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Dec. 7, 2021

Ep 60: Live In The Jungle, Act Like an Animal ft Shane S.

This week on Hell Has an Exit, Bryan sits down with Shane S. Shane takes us down his insane story of self-destruction. He recalls his life taking a turn into the darkness right around 13 years old. The two go on to discuss th...

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